I spoke to soon she was not doing better and passed away yesterday at 230 pm.
sucks so bad.

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My boss got me a hermit crab for my desk. SWEET. NKOTB tonighttttt!
Gig is doing better :)
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SAD

My gmom is not getting better.One of my favorite patients has not gotten better.

I have nkotb this week and Atlantic city this weekend with my mom.

Its very hard to be excited when I'm not sure whats gonna happen.

I feel like i have been a shitty and i should have tried more.


-This weekend was a blast but made me spend to much money!hit me up if you wanna do cool things that are free.

P.s . Kenny I would really like to see you asap.

Make a change

Last night Nathan asked me to come to towson u to see what he has been doing with his life.Little did i know that this one trip would make such an impact on me.I was shocked to see how many people showed up .The 40 min film started and i had to hold back my tears .

http://www.invisiblechildren.com/april2009/index-en.html
Click on watch movie.

How is it that i never knew anything about this?.How is it that i have not tried to help make a change.
I bought a short film about a young man named Innocent.As soon as i got home i turned the dvd on.Once again I was shocked.
After i went up to bed i could not stop thinking about what i could do to help in some way.I could not give up everything i had to travel and speak of this but i could do something.

And this is what i decided
http://www.invisiblechildren.com/media/videos/detail.php?id=643858532

I will take part in what will happen in April and i will help make a change.
There are so many shows put on and I'm sure i could get a few that will donate all the money to invisible children.That money will help Build schools and put a stop to this tragic lifestyle.

I promise you if you watch the videos you will want to help .
Please Please take the time to watch it. This it is all i can think about now.
I hope its the same with you.

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It's the little things that make me so happy !
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hey tim,
i enjoy you!

Lindsey

Happy Birthday sir! Love,Love,Love him.

i would really like to not be sick anymore.I thought i was better but I'm not.It keeps going up and down..I don't get it.

so so annoyed right now.I cant even explain it.I feel like my insides are going to explode.
I'm not an unhappy person at all so to feel like this is so frustrating.

what is going on?

I said to Tim a few months back if i ever got to see blink 182 or new kids on the block again i would go crazy.Nkotb is next month and i have two tickets and when blink182 goes on tour i will go to at least 3 shows or more.I will do whatever i have to for this to happen.This is making me so happy..thank you!i don't know who I'm thanking but thank you this is so so great.
Everything else is good.Life is good.The family is good.Friends are good.it's nice to feel this way.